In the last presidential debate, the final question was "What don't you know, and how will you learn it?" Both candidates dodged the question, but it's stayed with me and I've been asking it of myself. At first I came up with things like "I don't know how to knot strings of pearls, and I can learn it at the bead store." When I was younger I used to set myself tasks to learn new things, how to play chess or do needlepoint or folk dance. It's been a long time since I gave myself the gift of learning new skills, and it's a pleasure I want to get back to.
Turning this question over in my mind, I found all kinds of things I don't know. On a practical, earthy level, I don't know why I have so much resistance to cooking and eating healthier foods. I don't know why I struggle so with issues of time management and money management and clutter and chaos, why these keep coming up for me as challenges and lessons. How will I learn these practical things? By simply doing them, I suppose. The second part of the question is much harder! Which is undoubtedly why the candidates didn't answer. We learn from our mistakes, and "by trial and error" isn't something most people are willing to hear from their future president. Am I willing to say it for myself, and believe it? To have the courage to try new things, push through, fall down, get back up?
But the question was meant to be more profound than just earthly concerns. What don't I know on a deeper level, and how will I learn it? This is the time of year when the ancestors offer their wisdom most clearly. Grandmothers, what don't I know, and how will I learn it? These are questions to be answered in divination, when the veil is thin and my heart is open to hear the answers. What don't I know about community, and how will I learn it? What don't I know about home, and how will I learn it? What don't I know about faith, love, creativity, vocation, my true self? This whole life's journey -- the Fool's journey -- is about what I don't know, and how I will learn it. I invite you to ask yourself the question too, and share your thoughts.


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